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The luxembourg trip was born from my garden in Fairfield.

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In my garden , from somewhere , I was greeted by two deities a sweet lady and a nice gentlemen. she barely moved her lips as if afraid to be disturbing. or steer the air too much. she was walking side by side with Him and smiled friendly and causious .

I was in my garden stood motion less and froze like the bunnies do when they see a person aproaching in their direction. I looked at them with an inquary face and stood there under the shade of the big maple tree. and saw them getting in their old compact car. it was a bit up red car. he was driving and she sat next to him. I thought this new neighbors are faculty of mum. I have not seen them before but they seemed to be a familiar face .I gathered in my thoughts that they were from Canada because they looked like a Canadian couple whom we met when we came to live in Fairfield . They lived in the frat below us for years and we use to say a hello when we met in the lobby or in the pathways in the frat building. At the tm center we use to go for lectures about sci , they were also there and she will ask what do we do and when we responded she will not get convinced with our answer and when we see her again she will ask the same questions what do we do. They told us that they are tm teacher from canada and were working for mum in the sci department. she looked always very sad she had a sick look yellow skin no ludtre in her blond dyed hair. I think I used to look like her also sick look and no lustre in my skin. I was not sick or unhappy it was that I was learning how to operate under the knowledge I was learning and the world I was caught in . food and rest were the cause of my looking older than I was. I never dyed my hear so I was one of the few with white hair others will dye their hair. This canadian lady had the look of old person also , she was sweet and holding how she felt afraid to talk about , they kept very privite about their lives , their situation about they opinion on any thing , they just semmed to move with the flow with indiference about any thing else. when mum decide to demolish the buildings many of the faculty , staff couple came to live in the trailers. she came to live not directily across us but a few yard away toward the mail boxes . they used to park their car not right in front of us but a bit to the right . When I will see coming to her car she said hello and trying to hide her face looking at to the ground to her feet. when i inicated the hello she will not answer and head bow down she will procced to her car like as if not seen any one or being to much absorved on her thoughts and

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use to use to live in the trailer across from us . and they have been in mum for years and I use to say hello to her and was quite friendly but lately she looked like she has to make an effort to say hello , when they moved to the trailer across from us in a diagonal angle I will avoid to look in her direction not to get bounced off when I say hello.

Iooking in their direction not knowing what to do to say hello or to say nothing. I said nothing but keept looking at them and they smile and say a quik hello. I stood motion less like a bunny freezes when he sees something moving. they got in their car which was parked on the street not right in front of my trailer by a bit to the right . so when I was looking at them I was a few meters apart and diagonal direction.

In my heart I felt happy that this couple was friendly. I was kepping my distance becasuse I thought they will not want to talk to me and they were some kind of a new neigbor and they might not want to be disturbed by getting to close. like it has been in the past with new neigbors.

she looked like and orchid flower so sweet and delicate, delicate fragil and with an underlining strength of self . He looked very tan and firm in his phisic, and atlete looks with a permanent smile the same smile of his comanion.

A cosmic child born out of my garden out of a plant Achira seeds. he I called my little budha, was the connectior . Iwas holding him in my arms for we got very attached to each other and we wanted to be together all the time. He spoke a guttural language of sound that say Nainai and his name was wawa. The couple approched me for they have been living in the trailer accross the street from me . Wawa was living in the trailer next to them . I was holding wawa and the couple appeard to come and take a ride in their car. They had a beaten up car faded red . It has been very hot . she was wearing a soft pastel light cotton dress like a solero. and he I think was wearing shorts and a loose shirt. and sandals both of them were wearing straw hats .

thoughts of the day

When I paint my feelings emerge, like ocean waves formed in the deep of the ocean, rising to the surface on high and fading on the shore to each soul borne of the inmortals.

Do not go shopping in empty stomac , eat a good meal before you write a check, the red waggon mistake.

In every heart there is art.

Painting is like flying a kite ,

It takes my mind above the clouds to the vast inmensity of the sky and beyond, where tender thoughts move the cosmos.

When I paint loves permeates through my skin and into my heart..

to paint is to be creative

Putting the car before the horse never works.

copying is a tool.

creativity is in people , in creatures, in the trees, in the open sky, in the land, in the water, in the rain, in the plants. they are the expresion of creation.

I walk to connect .I learn from the wispper of the land , people, children, animals , plants, rocks

Tarzan in the movies made travel to look easy

He traveled the jungle through swings from tree branches. Monkeys knew the jungle. Tarzan made friends with the jungle.

free the mind it will travel

Do your part and let nature do the other.

Help others and it will shinne through.

Be grateful for the love you are given and taking.

In a dream I had this feelings of being grateful .To have been taken care in this world of caos and fear. I am gratefull to my father and mother and sisters and brothers and have been grown together as a family in a home made of good examples

In my dream I felt the love I had at birth and in every day of my life. I am grateful to the one I know they have loved me and for the one who have loved me and I did not know. for I still am conected although they are not in this world now.

I am thankfull to my love for Charles and for his love to me.

I have learned from him through his own example.

he is the wind beneth my wings.

I pray for all the children and the elderly .

I woke up at the end of this dream.

I dreamed about a feeling of so much gratefullness for all the people who has loved me, those I knew and those I did not know , in the dream they were there.. This dream showed to me the dark side of this world with the pain, fear and suffering ,and in the dream I saw the other side the world I grew up with and the world I have created also showed to me the world I grew up , being provided and cared from the day I was conceived.

My parents. took good care of themselves, good way of living and natural way of being

and although all the hardships they have to face in the every day living , my parents were always enthusiastics an positive about any situation.

Meditation on my dream I had this feeling of fear of what the world for me could have been , it made me appreciate more the world I am living now with knowledge of the vedas. In this healthy community of Maharishi knowledge. this healthy community, and away from the fear of people who think they have to fight to get somewhere

No man is an island.

I think of trees that gives fruits and its fruits are good. I think of people who has the gift of making others to be healed , content, good, of saints who has done miracles, they open peoples heart and mind . .

The beauty of the human body

It is so facinating the human body. I am so facinated by the skin of the human body.so strong , so soft, so full of feeling, The skin of the human body is a silent witness of every thing that goes around us.

It is a body of feelings,. we can read from it moods. it shine when happy. it has no light when in sorrow. . we feel the weather, we feel the fly of a bird, we feel the need for warmth, we feel the need for hugging. The skin of the body has its own inteligence ,make us aware of our own fragility our own existance .

The skin has a heart to me , science has a different way to look at the skin is a thing under the microscope, is an organ.

When I paint the color of the skin, the palette of the color of the skin are so many , I have purple, yellow, red, orange, brown, blue, all the colors go into creating the skin , there is glow.a hue that emerges a refinement a trnsparency a purity of being.

The skin I paint has every color of the rainbow,

the skin has many eyes to witeness.

, I have heard people said , I got the goose bumps.

I feel the facination of the human body.

I had the fortune to look personally at a saint, the skin was wrikled , with many lines acrros a if painted with a dry brush, each line was very deep and have taken forms around the eyes , on the forehead , around the lips, on the cheeks, around the neck , it was like looking at a landscape of the dunes, or a landscape of a dry river, or a dry mudd lake baked under the intense sun. , the waves of an ocean that has been petrified,

There is a wonder of nature in the skin..

Rembrandt the duch painter , paints the skin of wise men with this beauty.the skin the logo of wisdom and love.

like the bark of a tree, thick and strong and healthy and sagged by wisdom and knowledge of total freedom..

The destruccion of skin beeing ripped and torn by weapons of war, the skin burned by fire of environmental abuse, the skin mutilated by cosmic surgery, the skin burned by cosmetics , the skin deformed by lack of rest, the skin deprived of nature,.taking away its power and ability to feel the warmths of love. the sculpture skin.

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